What were the unexpected psychological effects of surgery?
I love showering. I would do it twice a day just to be alone with my body.
I love shopping for fun underwear. I was to just… Experience.
I had a blast swimsuit shopping and trying on like 75 suits at this fancy gay men’s boutique.
I feel desirable. Not in the eyes of others but in my own eyes.
When I went swimming, I loved the sensation of my penis floating along with me! I went skinny dipping in my friend’s pool, and my entire body swam in joy.
I like the lights on when I’m dressing or changing or having sex. I want to see everything.
Sexual penetration of others is extremely pleasurable. Like, I knew it, but I didn’t think on it before. Oral sex is mind-blowing. I thought I knew what sex could be like generally. This is another world. Sometimes I can’t even look because the sensation and the emotion all at once is tremendous.
I love feeling it move lightly, love the warmth when it’s, say, against my thigh. You just feel… Right.
That first helicopter dick is the most hilarious fun you could imagine.