I’m happy. If I never had another stage of surgery, I could stop here. But, alone in my bed with my partner, I wished I could become erect. Surgery is in December; we will try our best. I am not a top, so I don’t need it to penetrate someone else. Yet… I just don’t feel entirely complete sexually until I can experience this. Hoping the surgery will be a success, praying especially that I do not have infection issues.